I used to be a boy / part of me always will be.
My backyard was a kingdom
a realm of beasts and sorcery.
Wanted to be a man. / Wanted to be a werewolf.
To see the world like bugs do,
and salt the snails with grandma too.
We found a box of dildos / in our friend’s mom’s closet.
We all laughed for a minute / but we all secretly wanted it.
I came inside the house. / I saw he was naked
Distant look in his eye / His dad’s gun in his left hand
Couldn’t be sure if he was joking when he pointed it at me
would I go to heaven? If he pulled the trigger would it go…