Optimism, pessimism fighting in my head.
Are things good or are they bad, how soon will I be dead?
Wallowing and make-believing carry me along.
How do I undo this tangle, how do I move on?
Find the love inside myself / Find the love inside my hell
Find the love inside my shell / Find the love inside myself
Holy visions, profane dreams are fighting in my bed.
So obsessed with finding meaning, enjoy it all instead.
Wake up to a restless nation tied up with the hate,
Praying for annihilation, I won't take the bait.